1 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/08 13:04:47 ID : Wlu7byNy0la 1
it’s been a while since i struggled with anxiety but the last few weeks have been ROUGH. this is like a record of me getting better and taking care of my mental health. + 19/english major @ mcgillu tw may ramble about ed related things
2 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/08 13:06:16 ID : Wlu7byNy0la 0
today is one of the better days. made sunday plans with J and will go to the clinic to start meds again. i don’t care ab diverting to the past anymore. i need to do what i gotta do and look after myself first.
3 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/08 13:07:10 ID : Wlu7byNy0la 0
also going to talk to english ab all this and ask for more time to finish my p2 practice. i hope she understands
4 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/08 13:07:49 ID : Wlu7byNy0la 0
watching electrasoul for emotional support
5 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/08 13:10:14 ID : Wlu7byNy0la 0
why is spotify acting up like when are they giving me an update!!!
6 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/08 16:45:08 ID : pPdDwFhbwk9 0
now my emergency pills are STACKED and also stocked up on regular meds. drive home was really nice, bought a Dostoyevsky book and got iced tea with mom i love her to death
7 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/08 16:47:17 ID : pPdDwFhbwk9 0
plans for tonight: work on philosophy essay watch new girl (?) read some kylie gilmore do a yoga with adrienne video tutoring job at 7 take a bath
8 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/08 18:56:53 ID : pPdDwFhbwk9 0
excited to watch our show at 10... feeling weird in the pit of my stomach for no reason. will have to push through
9 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/08 21:13:13 ID : DthaoFdBgry 0
focusing on chem for the next hour
10 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/09 11:03:22 ID : pPdDwFhbwk9 0
feeling frustrated because i woke up this morning and the anxiety is still there. i took pills last night so i don’t understand how. going to have brunch then read a little
11 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/10 01:27:29 ID : pPdDwFhbwk9 0
took half an emergency pill this morning and have been feeling ok since. Saturday was almost perfect
12 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/10 14:03:00 ID : ttdxxDupU5d 0
this was the same for this morning as well. but thankfully a little better. i took half a pill left over from yesterday. grabbed lunch with J and now we're sitting at a cafe doing work. i don't fucking want the week to start :(
13 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/10 15:46:58 ID : ttdxxDupU5d 0
my plan for the day is: finish philosophy essay work on chem notes watch new girl skip dinner
14 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/11 00:33:59 ID : pPdDwFhbwk9 0
i feel ok
15 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/11 00:34:47 ID : pPdDwFhbwk9 0
just me and my ebooks against the world
16 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/11 11:34:31 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
now im officially (?) a mcgill girl!!!
17 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/11 11:34:42 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
omfgomfg
18 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/11 12:27:52 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
i need to slow down a bit. have a session with ms J during lunch. i don't know what to do with myself rn but yeah i'll slowly figure shit out
19 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/12 08:47:49 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
took a half a pill at 8. i'm saving the rest for later. i have such a long day today. I want to give up so bad
20 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/12 08:49:10 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
sitting in philosophy and i can peek his lashes from behind its making my heart flutter fuck why does his lashes even have to be so hot
21 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/12 08:50:18 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
really? ur wearing a grey sweater AND those glasses? kill me already omfg like why do u have to be so cute
22 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/12 23:39:45 ID : pPdDwFhbwk9 0
toxic study motivation let’s gooo
23 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/14 13:23:30 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
going to have an early, extra-long weekend with mom. i want to watch the minions movie with her
24 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/19 12:49:13 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
i was upset and anxious ab picture day all day yesterday but it went quite well today actually
25 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/19 12:49:54 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
worried to face my korean lit teacher bc i didn't try to do the assignment at all and i missed a test last lesson✨
26 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/19 15:04:12 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
the urge to starve myself and get take out at the same time honestly i feel like shit right now i feel trapped kinda
27 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/19 15:04:57 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
i'll probably do a paper 1 and finish CAS after school...
28 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/21 08:54:17 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
caffeine overload currently. i had a redbull yesterday and have been having so much coffee recently. but like i need another latte right now
29 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/21 10:48:52 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
i am so dumb i go down rabbit holes so easily
30 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/21 10:49:40 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
went to bed at 2am because of this and i keep looking up gorey stuff online why are low vibrational stuff so addicting
31 ◆eIK4Y6Y8lA6 2024/03/21 10:49:56 ID : eIE9s9upSNx 0
i need a mental cleanse. will be watching new girl during lunch.
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